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[15 Nov 2009|12:47pm] driving up to flagstaff is so nice during the day. i've driven up here a few times at, but it's not the same. you can't see anything. it's such a nice drive. Shoot Me

[25 Mar 2009|01:03am] so i guess i could say that my life is going pretty well right now. i can't really complain to much. my job isn't the greatest, but i enjoy it and it pays my bills. i have a car that is reliable. i've been living on my own for 2 and half years and never needed to borrow money. most importantly i have this amazing girlfriend whom i would do anything for. she's incredible. this fall is going to be tough. bry got accepted into nau and she'll be going up there in august. for the next 2 years. my last distant relationship didn't turn out so well, but i think this will be different. we've had more time together before she moves away than lindsay and i did. so our relationship is a little more well established. there isn't any doubt or wonder. i'm sure of this. i want to be with this girl. i told her i wasn't going anywhere when leaves for flagstaff. i didn't need convincing to stay. when lindsay was first leaving to ua, she basicly had to talk me into staying with her when she left. also, after bry is done at nau, she's going to apply to vet school.... thing is, there isn't a vet school here in arizona. so if she gets in, she'll be moving out of state. and i told her, should we still be together and i really hope that we are, i'll go with her where ever she goes. i've thought about that a lot. moving to a different state. away from my family. away from my friends. away from the local music scene here. it's kinda scary and exciting all at that same time. but i guess i shouldn't worry about it to much right now. that's not going to be for another couple of years. also, a couple of weeks ago i had a dream about lindsay. it was rather strange in the fact that the situation in dream were weird. like we were in high school or some shit. most of the dream took place on a dock by the ocean. in the dream lindsay and i ran into each other and it was like nothing had ever happened. it was kinda slow at first, but as the dream went on we were good friends. like nothing ever happened between us. we were laughing and joking having a good time. i think the weirdest part of the dream is that she was driving. really crazy. on a final note: i bought a new computer a couple of weeks ago. should be arriving here within a week or so. 3 Bullets| Shoot Me

[17 Feb 2009|06:50pm] valentines day this year was probably one of the best i've ever had, mostly because everything went to plan and i didn't screw anything up. the day started out with me helping bry move into her sister's house. i didn't really do much but stand there and look pretty(which we know i'm not) and carry the lightest things possible. that night, bry and i got dressed up and had dinner at my place. i cooked. i know. crazy. i didn't even burn down the apartment. it was delicious though. after dinner went and saw the international with clive owen because he's a badass. but how cool are we? valentines day and instead of going to see some lubby dubby chickc flick, we see a movie with lots of gun fire and people being shot. we thought about going to see friday the 13th but thought that would be to over the top being dressed up. well she did. i would have done it. Shoot Me

[20 Jan 2009|06:55pm] friday night was amazing. i got off work early to hang out with bry. it started with us going to pai wai for dinner and then to gammage to see the lion king. it was pretty damn cool. the costumes and shit looked really neat and it was funny. sounded great too. then i spent the night at bry's house. doesn't sound like much, but it was a great night. ii just really like spending time with her. 2 Bullets| Shoot Me

[31 Dec 2008|06:17pm] i like to poop Shoot Me

[30 Dec 2008|10:26pm] so christmas was good times. christmas eve was spent with my family at my parents house. i brought bry along with me to keep me sane and because i like her or so much. she makes me smile :) anyways, we opened presents that night because that's what my family does. got some cool stuff from my parents like a robe and $200 to best buy, which gives me a chance to upgrade my computer a little. christmas day i went to bry's house and had lunch/dinner there. bry and i exchanged gifts there. she gave me wall e, some candy and scrap book thing that she made. it's really nice. it's a collaboration of relationship thus far. i really like it. i gave her some lingerie, well i gave that to her at my place so she didn't open it in front of her family. i also gave her the second and third harry potter books along with tickets to see the lion king play at gammage in january. that night i went back to my parents and ate again. after that, bry and i went and saw marley and me. it's such a good movie. really funny but really sad at the same time. 3 Bullets| Shoot Me

[10 Dec 2008|06:27pm] it was a sad day yesterday. my beta fish, eddie, died :( Shoot Me

[01 Dec 2008|06:35pm] this past holiday weekend was a lot of fun :) thursday i woke up and watched the titans destroy the lions. wow they suck. then i went over to my parents house for thanksgiving dinner where i watched more football while waiting for all the food to be ready. naturally it was good. even the pie :) i love pie. you've gotta love pie. it should be a sin to not like pie. pie is amazing. friday i sat around doing nothing. it was ridiculous how lazy i was. i didn't even get up to eat until around 7 at night. it was pretty lame. i was going to do stuff and then i sat my ass on the white couch and we all know what happens then. that thing is a soul sucker. i eventually went to eat at the mall with dennis and angela and from there i went to my parents again so i could see my dad. he had to work all day thursay so i didn't see him then. saturday i went to a wedding with bry. that was cool. getting all dressed up and shit. needless to say, we were hot. she looks amazing in a dress and it's to bad she doesn't wear them to often. and she was wearing make up, which was a shock. since she doesn't ever wear it. it's only like the second time i saw her wearing make up. but she doesn't need make up. later on in the night i said something stupid and came off as an asshole and it pretty much ruined most of the night. i got into a shitty mood and didn't feel like talking or doing anything and it caused us to leave the reception early. but once we got back to bry's house we talked and worked things out and hung out the rest of the night and i spent the night with her. sunday i woke up early and went into work with bry for a couple of hours. we got back and took a nap and then i "helped" her with her homework. by "help" i mean i sat there and talked to her and played with her dogs while she did her homework. then we took another nap before heading out to see twilight. Shoot Me

[24 Nov 2008|06:44pm] so dennis is all moved in now. it's pretty cool. he brought his xbox with him so i went out and bought fallout 3 and have played that way to much. and he also got the internet since there was no way he was going to not be able to play world of warcraft. nerd. so the weekends here sometimes turn into nerdfests with people on laptops playing wow and me playing fallout 3. brings back good memories of the old apartment when we would 3 different games going at the same time in the living room. there were even times when we had 3 different final fantasies going at the same time. it was great. back in august i won tickets to see tom petty at jobing.com arena. it was pretty awesome. i took bry with me, it was basically her birthday gift from me since her birthday was the next day. it was a good show though. he played a lot of great songs. a couple of weeks ago angela called me up asking me if i wanted free tickets to the suns game and of course and i was like "yes yes yes yes. yes." again i took bry with me. the game was ok, they lost be i got to watch them fight the rockets. that was cool. this past saturday was a good night. i took bry out to dinner and a movie. we went to margiritaville way out in glendale. it's a cool place with some good food. there was also people on stilts making balloon animals. then afterwards we went and saw quantum of solace. it's a pretty cool movie. bry and i both agreed that you can't go wrong with cool cars, shit getting blown up and people fighting. but we were both sad at the beginning of the movie when they beat the crap out of an austin martin. i was sad to see such a pretty car get fucked up. 2 Bullets| Shoot Me

[06 Oct 2008|07:15pm] so a couple of weeks ago, javi lost his job again. it was over something really stupid and not his fault. so he has decided to move back into his parents house. so i'm currently without a roommate until my new roommate, dennis, moves in. yeah, crazy. i know. dennis is actually moving out of his parents' house and into my apartment. this could be cool. it was supposed to happen over the weekend, but we were lazy and football was on. so since about thursday, i've had the apartment to myself which has been kinda weird knowing that i live by myself right now. 3 Bullets| Shoot Me

[04 Aug 2008|06:48pm] here's an update: i've got a new girlfriend. her name is bry. 2 Bullets| Shoot Me

[01 Jun 2008|06:12pm] so um... hi. yeah. woo!! i don't know. i went and saw megadeth with children of bodom and in flames a couple of weeks ago and it was fucking awesome! very wet and cold but fucking awesome. i hung out with chelsea montes and danny and mike and couple of other hamilton people that i hadn't hung out with in like 2 years or longer. it was good times. i've been hanging out with this girl bry a lot and she is a lot of fun and great. Shoot Me

[06 May 2008|10:59pm] so..... i don't know. i'm sure what's going on entirely. i think to much about shit, i know i've been saying that a lot lately. but this is different. this time me thinking is me being a wuss and putting to much thought into shit. but what can i say? i'm a wuss. Shoot Me

[07 Apr 2008|09:38pm] i got a new tattoo on saturday. it's "red" in japanese on the inside of my right forearm. it's pretty sick. the artist made it look like it painted on with brush. i'll have a picture up once it's pretty much healed. Shoot Me

[03 Apr 2008|08:46pm] so i'm pretty confident that she is never going to talk to me again.... and yet i'm not as upset as i thought i would be at the idea of her not being a part of my life. but if i never talk to her again, that's her decision. so whatever. in happier news, i haven't been as depressed the past couple of weeks as i was the weeks prior. i think it all started after i had a conversation with erica one night where i just let loose and finally told someone some of the shit that i had been bottling up. also, tattoo convention this weekend and i'm looking at getting a new tat. 2 Bullets| Shoot Me

[16 Mar 2008|07:08pm] so my brain sucks. it can't be left alone to its thoughts. if it is,99% of the time it goes to the same subject. and then i can't sleep. and i get really upset and not ok with things. i miss her. p.s.: on a happier note, i got a new car yesterday. 2006 chevy cobolt 2 Bullets| Shoot Me

[03 Mar 2008|07:02pm] so it's been about a month since i've posted, which doesn't seem like that long considering i've gone months with posting before. but whatever. so here's the scoop. i've been doing alright. i haven't been up to much really, aside from just hanging out with the crew like always. i've been skating a lot now again. started up with elias and matt. fun times. the past couple of weekends have been rather interesting. two sundays ago dennis, angela, javi and i got bored.... so we went to flagstaff. it was fun. kinda. we were only there for like an hour, maybe two. then this past weekend, we decided to head out to glendale and we went to a mall. there were so many hot chick out there, it was ridiculas. and then um nothing else to exicting really. just lots of partying and people throwing up everywhere. good times. Shoot Me

[26 Jan 2008|06:16pm] so i've had the past week off from work. amazing right? well it wasn't all that bad. i basicly spent the past four days sitting around doing nothing but playing video games. normally i would consider this to be a good week with that much gaming going on, but all in all it has been that great at all. monday night lindsay broke up with me.... again. and i'm thinkin that this time it might be for good. i also found out over the weekend while i was in tucson my truck was having problems. so i had it looked at yesterday and apparently there are issues with the crankshaft and there are metal shavings in my oil. which by the way is no good at all. the mechanic told me that i have to get a new engine and that he doesn't recommend me running it anymore or bad shit is going to happen. so now i have to get a new car or drop $1500 on a new engine. so yeah aside from the video games, this week has not been that great at all. 3 Bullets| Shoot Me

[18 Dec 2007|06:58pm] so um my girlfriend is amazing. we're eating a bjs last night and they had the suns's on a tv that wasn't visible from our table. i partly didn't mind because i was there with her and i would feel bad if i focused all my attention on the game instead of her. but no, she insists on asking if i want to be seated somewhere else before she asked the waitress if it's possible to change the tv we can see (which was showing the bears and vikings game) to the suns' game. and sure enough they did. and to make things better, lindsay insisted that we stay there after we get done eating so that i can watch the rest of the game. and for some reason i said no and that we should leave. how crazy is that? who does that? what kind of girlfriend says it's ok to watch sports when you're out having dinner with them? and that ladys and gentleman is why i am with this girl.... that and the brownies. 2 Bullets| Shoot Me

[06 Dec 2007|10:24pm] so here's what's been going on in my life at the moment. i work. i sleep. i play video games. i eat. i party. i hang out with my girlfriend lindsay. and i poop. 2 Bullets| Shoot Me

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